Talking on phone while blogging but of course not wearing this outfit.Alright, somehow clique have been in trend with the vasantham star thingy if whoever never blog and update. -Laughs- Oh well. Saturday had an overnight movie marathon, indoor one, not at cinema, if not will be broke. Then Monday, after school, and of course luckily teacher released us earlier then we get to enjoy ourselves more. By the way, Monday was our 5th monthniversary. ((: Then we went to get changed so that we won't be walking around with our uniform. Went to watch Poker King as FrancisLSH deardear bi baobao knew that I wanna watch it and so he brought me to watch.Went to Fish & Con to have dinner. YumYumm~~ It's like, just simply delicious!! ((: Thank you dear for spending so much and planning so much on me. ((: I love the AhBi you bought for me . ((: Today went to school as normal with a HRA test right in the first lesson. -.- Was quite a nice day to start of cause I, yes, I, reminded my classmates to sign and bring the consent form to pass up and lucky I did so cause teacher said after today she won't accept anymore forms and a lot of classmates thanks me for that. ((: Was so happy because it was usually people reminding me. xp Oh well. Tomorrow won't be going school due to Science MCQs and Thursday, happy day~~ Will be going on a school trip and after that will be going to dim sum buffet with clique. Oh well, if it's nice, maybe can organize and go with secondary darlings next time. So long never see them already. x.x Oh well, kinda feeling not bad thinking about the last paper on this upcoming Friday, though I know others are having their last paper in Wednesday. .-. Okay. Kinda getting crappy so shall stop here. Looking forward to every other days of my life, no matter how hard it is. ((:
I find it hard to trust anyone else anymore.
Stop telling me stuffs like,
no prob, you can trust me;
don't worries, sure can trust me; etc...
I have to gain your trust in me before I can give you mine.
I mean like,
I have to know that you trust me,
meaning that you treat me as your bestie,
then I can feel the security to trust you.
If you can't even trust me with your secret,
what makes you thinks that I can?
I wanted to trust EVERYBODY,
but I guess not everyone can be trusted,
or rather not everyone deserves my trust cause they don't.
I wanted to, to be everyone's trusted one.
Somehow I guess this exchange thinking is not only exclusively to me.
I guess everyone will have the same thinking as me.
They will want people to trust them first.
-Laughs-
This will get us to nowhere. -.-
IWishUponMyself
9:06:00 PM
Alright, starting of another week. Monday had papers, Social Studies and a 5 hours break before Chemistry paper so went back home during the break. Forget about something!! I already woken up late and when I've already taken the the bus and has already walked halfway with QiuLi wuguixiaoqingren then I remember that I've actually forgotten to bring my entry proof!! Though the time is bit rushing but no choice, already considered lucky not inside the hall then realized and so we took a cab and rushed back home to take it and cabbed back though we're still bit late but still alright cause only a little while. Papers was alright. Then went to Bishan to wait for FrancisLSH deardear baobao to have dinner. Went to walk a while then went back home to get online to discuss HRA project with schoolmates. Today can get to go school and I was late again. -.- I woke up at 9.25 when lesson is 10. x.x Super rushed. Alright. School and lessons was alright. Went to Swensen to eat as Joreen won lottery and treated us ice-cream. ((: Then went to Pastamania to eat as Fengsi wanna eat and then she successfully psycho us, YeeLing, Joreen and FrancisLSH deardear baobao to eat but I just ate bits from dear ones cause don't want anyhow spend money. Came back and used com till now, gonna sleep at 12 again. xp HOT SHOT later . Somehow channel u so funny, do half an hour on it. -.- This week or rather this semester is gonna be damn freaking stressed out.
I never knew it was so hard till now,
to forget someone.
Just as I know it's hard for you too.
I guess even if you were to leave,
which I guess you probably won't,
I just need time to adjust.
To adjust to you calling her dear,
hugging her,
holding her hand,
doing things that we've planned together with her.
Time is all I need,
so if you wanna leave,
leave with no burden.
ILoveYou.
IWishUponMyself
10:31:00 PM